exhausted.

yesterday was a bit tiring. but that did not stop me from pampering myself - shopping is always the best therapy, especially after 2 days straight turning into a zombie (damn you pre-viva!). managed to get one boho top from topshop, one green top with hood from zara (thinking to buy another one in shocking pink, i am a sucker for colours please sue me) and a cheap necklace from diva. today, another sandal from vincci says hello. thanks to mama dearest.




this i want in grey! those two cute pockets i cannot resist, next month next month eena.


i took this. too cute to not post this out.


and also, my dad and nawal. hahahahahha.


mama just got back from palembang and brought me lots of food. nyum.

thesis.

here i am, typing this out with my head whirls it needed a break.

50% done. 50% awaits.

got my computer booked at this lab. the only thing that matters is i have to finish them by tonight or prolly before 2pm tomorrow since there will be a pre-viva with the supervisor. i can sense the thrill i am going to have.

so, bye.

tioman island.

i'm back and i'm missing tioman already. i spent my 3 days and 2 nights at tioman island with my five fab friends - ketam, syima, sya, fana and ecah. took bus from pudu straight to mersing, arrived at 5am. met the agent, and waited for the boat. pictures speak better. the rest i'm too lazy to upload (there's like more than 400 pictures! we're such a camwhores)


six of us. me, ecah, sya, fana, syima and ketam. yes, our room was their room and vice versa.


our stay. tioman paya resort. i swear it's just soooo beautiful there.


before exploring tioman. with ketam.


sya, syima, ketam, me and fana. can't wait to enter the sea.


us.


me.


rock a by. too excited.

no, we just can't get enough of the sea, we traveled by foot! to the rock falls. eeeeeeeeek. nice nice niceeeee :)


1st night. we didn't know where to go hence to the jetty people :p


with sya.

my first time snorkeling - i was scared but it was hell fun! went to taman laut tioman. later that evening we decided to follow salim (our tourist guide la konon) and went snorkeling again. this time, i was feeling a bit dizzy and i can tell everyone was worried about me. don't worry guys, i'm cool. heh.


sand castle! while the others went snorkeling again (wth!)


off to pool. thank you my swimming instructor - fana.

the last night bumped into salim and we went to his beach bar. i can't wait to get out of there- i can't stand the smell of liquors lah.


goofing around with the timer. i swear there's so many funny pictures to be shown but that shall be kept among us only ;)


sad..


memories. tioman, i shall visit you again.

MAK Phase 2

yesterday was semi-okay. i had my hair done half way, don't ask why. i wore mama's old kebaya (thank goodness for the same figure). this could be harsh since i know nobody, name it the president of the college i will not know him/her. i do not know anyone in this college except for those who are from my faculty and my roommates of course. i have no intention in getting to know them, i do not want to know what is going on in the college for instance the new project or whatsoever. for me, it is all wasting time. i am here to study and that is it. so blame me for not knowing people that much.

some of the pictures from the Malam Anugerah Kinabalu (MAK) at palace of the golden horses last night.


yes, we were fooling around.


.. like whatever.


yus, azza, me and syima. (please excuse my big hair)

no worries, the 1st MAK in 2005 is the best as i could recall :). the JTK of MAK needs to do something about this. it's getting b-o-r-i-n-g and surprise surprise, the foods, were the same from last year dinner at JW Marriot. coincidence? SO NOT! BE ALERT PEOPLE!

hai, kawan blog. hahahahahaha


alwani and i.

been missing you.

my accepted shopping rule - always, always find something that is reasonable and have a spot in your heart. do not want something that you know will be in your closet for more than a year, and waiting it to be destroyed by the household pests. but then, i am born to break rules. i bought new shoes and an evening bag which i prolly won't be using it till god knows when.

at some point of time, i need my own privacy. you ask little details about me. about whom did i date, my personal feelings and etc. look, i am the least bit interested about your love life so please take into consideration that i'd like you too, to stay out of my current life. i do not need your personal opinion and whatnot. just leave me alone you freak.

so much of a beautiful friendship.

words can't describe how dissapointed i am right now. i thought you were different. i thought i could count on you. i protected you, i always got your back, i always do. but sure, i can't put too much hope. i can't presume they understand me as i understand them. like being so nice and hoping the same thing could do its own circle. no. not for me. not this time around. karma will get you in time. i've got to end this typical eena who gets too nice sometimes. which is totally not going to do me any good. stop being nice. stop being so nice. stop being so bloody nice!

anyhoot, someone helps me by putting a smile on my face. bruce wills. he's just goddamnit super duper hot in tears of the sun. i swear i have my jaw dropped every time his scene got aired. wish i could be his gf.. same goes to george clooney and dennis squaid. yes, i have a thing with old men. they're just ...plain h-o-t.

15/3 - dinner at palace of the golden horses. still stuck on the theme itself 'glamourous glitz'. trust me, i got nothing that is similar to that phrase. maybe some gold accessories will do. 20/3 - tioman trip with the ladies. yes, it's on people! let see.. thesis! IR assignment! TCEE report (double check, sucks to be the group leader). right. when should i drag this lazy brain/body to start functioning. i need a bitch slap asap.

home.

i overheard.

Mr. I : if you don't know the answer, you could just say i don't know. we don't mind

dear I, you suck. just because you think you speak english better than your group mates (which i personally think it's just average, not something to be proud of), stylish (please, you look suck in your skinny jeans and that fucking ugly nike messenger bag) and the hot hair-do (the student sense must be trapped somewhere before it finds its way huh? glad you cut your hair!). another cuckoo 2nd year student and this time, it's a boy!

sober.

i. can't. sleep.

i've been neglecting my lj ever since i got this on. i'm used to having daily rants, practically about anything that happens everyday. i've been blogging since i was 16! thank you chima for bringing me into this whole internet life. i swear i'd never been this 'celik it' if it wasn't from you. from geocities.com, i moved to the hosting server. nearly 5 as i recall. zaireena.merely-flawed.org, 2-cents.com/eena, single.blind-love.net and etc which i can't remember for the time being. i enjoyed making colourful backgrounds, adding brushes, changing fonts.. all that. those were the days.

time sped.

truckload of works are waving and calling for my name. i shall give them some attention. later

pfffttt.

if you want to pull an act, you've got the wrong person. if you want to give me your attitude, your fucking attitude, again, wrong person.

you're a 2nd year student and please act like one.

thank god shuba calmed me down. if not, you'll be in big trouble young lady. and if you're thinking you can do that again, i swear i'm so going to make your life miserable as it is.

checked.

heeeeeeeeeeeeee :) :) :)
FINALLY! i'm done with searching for nice and simple flip-flops. got myself two of them. no more "please change your fugly blue slippers eena" from numerous friends/family.