halo.

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
Woah...

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo)

Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Halooooo ouuuu
Ouuuuu ouuuuu ouuuuu

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo
I can feel your halo (halo) halo
I can see your halo (halo) halo

hey hey

right now, i have my cleo on my left, my ears plugged to the headphone listening to the tshirt song, viewing facebook.. there's only 3ppl came to work. let alone 4ppl upstairs. walawey. enjoy beb. tapi yahomail lak takleh bukak wadahel. aku tgh smangat nak tulis pasal cuti aku nih. sebenarnya ade je keje aku tp buat esok leh tak? boleh je.

jumaat. malam tu pegi ainil berinai. cantiknya minah ni. teringin aku membuat eyeshadow sepertimu. ya, aku pegi menitik inai dia. bangga jap kawan baik aku. pastu die salin pakai sari lak. time tu dah kul11 tapi baru 1persalinan. mmg mak tak larat la kan senah nak nunggu (terikut cara ckp ko chima!)

esoknya terus kabut. dgn budak2 ni sebok msg akunye pepagi buta lagi. semangat kawan kawen. pegi dgn chima, dayah, asmida and zura(kawan dayah). pegi umah lin lak, jongket tul minah tu kejap suruh tunggu kejap pegi dgn tunang la. penin pale. pegi sane terus masuk bilik pengantin (haruslaaa). tgk ainil pakai baju kaler ungu. tgk2 lagi ade 3minah yang macam dikenali kat blakang ainil. baity, yana and natrah. wadahel i miss you girls so much! ade yg 6thn tak jumpa. blom menyempat dah tangkap gambo. maaple bahasa perok dah kuo (excited lebih). pastu gi la mkn. aku dipaksa duduk satu meja dgn lin n tunang die. cissss. pastu terpaksa blah awal sbb nak anta member dayah zura gi stesen bas. pastu takkan nk patah blk kan? so ajak natrah, baity n yana lepak umah dayah. gila la riuh. kami budak magenta mmg kecoh. antara topik yg kami bualkan adalah 5rules natrah, bajet nak kawen brape dan mana ilangnya budak2 magenta yg lain. dah lepak bawah, lepak atas lak. sampai pukul6ptg la jugak kami lepak. kesian baity, yana, nat tak jadi gi mandi lata kijang. hehehe. fara lak smp lambat, tak sempat jumpa.

isnin tu jadi rupanya plan kitorg gi mandi lata kijang. dlm kete dah kecoh jerit2 takleh diam. waktu kami diam adalah time mkn je. lepas mkn je terus bising blk. aku, dayah, asmida, baity n yana terus cari good spot. mcm jungle trekking lak weh. ape2 makan dulu. rempit2 lak dtg. adoi. potong btol laaa. pastu mandi. wahahah. lawak. siap buat circle lagi. naik, mkn nasi lak. pastu tangkap2 gambo. pastu mandi atas lak. gila yg ni mencabar. aku tak tau camne aku leh berjaya naik jugak padahal sumpah batu tu licin wey. arus kuat gila aku nyaris hanyut (ok drama queen). btol ape. kalo bkn aku pegang asmida sure dah hanyut (dahla aku ringan kan.. potensi utk hanyut sgt tinggi) dan sempat grab seluar baity. semuanya sbb pacat. rupanya jentik2. bangang x. hahah. pastu naik lepak2 jap. aku dgn yana n baity je turun last. asmida n dayah dah penat n ngantok?? ampehla korg ni. uhuhuh. lepas mandi tumpang surau tuka baju. pastu lepak tasik kampar. tangkap gambo. dem aku lupa bwk thumbdrive! grrr. dah tu balik gi mkn lagi kat d' muara. ikan bakar. perghhh. kenyang siot. balik tu dorang da nangis2 dah. aku maintain. hahah. aku plak kabut sbb ade kenduri jiran aku naik buai.

haihhhh. kan best kalo 19bdk magenta ade. sure kecoh as hell. gambar di bawah dicurik dari blog baity. cube carik aku mana. hahaha.



seriousla rindu korang semua. sofiah, noor hazlin, ainil hawa, siti azlina, nor amni, fazilah, nor farazura, nor baity, nor hariyana, farah azira, atikah, nurul shaidatul shima, hanizah, natrah, nurul asmida, nor hidayah, nurainina, nor afzan. gila terer aku ingt nama penuh korang. kan best kalau leh turn back time. aku nak time form 3 dulu. dtg skolah pepagi dgn perasaan excited. mcm family. gosip sesama, rehat sesama. nape sikit eh kelas kitorang dan takde kaum lain? erm sebab kitorg rancangan khas (bkn sbb cacat).. mmg dari form1-form3 muka sama la mengadap. ade yg dtg dan pergi tapi form3 ni la paling best. antara kenangan yg takleh lupa. sumpah best gila. tapi cikgu2 lain tak suka kami. sbb dorang kata kami pasif.. kalo ade yg aktif pon, aku rasa shima dgn fara je kot? yg lain kalo cikgu tanya, dah siap sedia tunduk. time kelas kemahiran hidup form2 sanggup cikgu pisahkan kitorang sikit2 masuk kelas lain utk bergaul. last2 kitorang bergaul sesama sendiri gk. we're inseparable lah cikgu! nak cite pasal 3mg smp thn depan tak abes. harap shima kawen 7/3 ni dapat gather semua blk!

ARGHHHH BANGANG SUNGGUH DIA ITU.

FIRST OF ALL, SUKATI AKU LAAA NAK BELI APA. TAKDE GUNA DUIT KAU PON. TAKDE MENYUSAHKAN IDUP KAU PONNNNNN. SO SUKATI AKU LA KAN NAK MACAMMANA PON.

SECONDLY, BOLEH TAK JGN MAIN KEPALA. PARENTS TAK AJAR KE???????????? SERIOUSLY. AKU PANTANG BTOL ORANG MAIN2 KEPALA NI. BODOHHHHH

i'm opted for early holiday. so tomorrow i'll be gone. hah. seriously cannot wait to see the old faces again! oh ya, ainil's wedding is on saturday so expect asmida, dayah, lin, fara, baity, yana, sofiah and etc to come. lots to catch up!

work has been in a good term.

actually i'm pretty sad. knowing that one by one will be leaving me. ainil.. lin.. emma.. efa.. syima.. i hope i won't lose you guys.

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

ting.

yesterday was over the top. i was panicking/a bit dizzy since i know i have millions to do but i need someone to guide me in order to test those scripts. gladly to know that one of my colleague accepted my request and i sat beside him and he taught me very well now i feel smart! last wednesday was another day i felt so down and kept on thinking on how doomed i will be, i keyed in the wrong pin i can't go in to every floor only to know the correct one after my colleague entered hers which i started wondering why in the hell mine doesn't work? (which i've been using daily for the past 5months????? WTH right? very stressed and forgetful eena). and i've promised tim, my project manager from UK to finish the test plan this coming wednesday. i have to work real hard man. this is real. no more engaging to those websites. hahaha. i sound funny. whatever.

i'm currently at emma's house. syima and emma both are sleeping. great. kata nak blanje makan nasi ayam chee ming? pffft. i had a great night last night, gossiping too much! ah, just like those nights we spent together - endless mp3 songs, yelling in the middle of the night, and the list goes on. although we seldom see each other but i still remember and am going to cherish each moment with you guys. and yes, the jakarta trip. hehe. speaking of trip, i've booked tics to miri already. thought of airasia but sofiah insisted to check on mas. so yeah, we agreed by mas. now i have to start finding extra moolahhh for both shopping trip.

CUT IT PEOPLE.

BUSYBODY
a person who pries into or meddles in the affairs of others.

CAN YOU GUYS STOP IT? BECAUSE ..

1. IT IS NOT YOUR BLOODY PROBLEM!
2. WOULD YOU LIKE YOUR BUSINESS TO BE MINE AS WELL?
3. YOU KNOW NOTHING YET YOU CLAIM LIKE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING. PLEASE
4. AGAIN, IT IS NOT YOUR PROBLEM. IT DOES NOT MATTER TO YOU SO WHY BOTHER?

personally, i don't like getting into peoples' life unless you spill the dirt. so please. im the least bit interested to know yours (actually i don't give a tiny rat ass about your current life) so why nak sebok2 hal aku or what had happened between sape2? who are you to judge? seriously, you know nothing. NOTHING.

i'm getting sick of this.

happy happy day!

i have got to say that it's impossible for me to find one hairstylist that understands me well, knows what i'm saying. i'd never find a perfect cut... *sigh*.. aku nak potong satu inci, die potong 5inci.. aku nak bangs die gi saje2 gunting pendek sikit kt depan. apekah masalah mereka? and i seriously need a babybliss hair dryer to work it with my hair like magic!

both fara and i were rushing (bear us two ladies juggling to get ourselves done with make up/clothes in front of the mirror). met lin at kl sentral and by the time we reached serdang, dayah was 20mins late! grr. met asmida at alamanda. we were so loud. we didn't care anything. we held hands. we teased, we complimented. what a nice day we had! if only shima and ainil were there ;(.. actually if only the whole 3magenta :( :( :(


asmida. me. dayah. lin. and fara. short of shima and ainil (both married)

had kenny for lunch. histeria (again!) for movie fix. later off we went to putrajaya. took pictures and headed to UPM, dayah's room to transfer the whole pictures and also to see lin's engagement pictures. i love them so much! they're my high-school sweethearts people, the girls whom i know from 13 year old, the girls whom i faced every single day for 3years, had our break together, shared our dark secrets together, basically who knew me inside and out. nothing can replace you guys!

asmida : lin, nak tgk cincin tunang..
fara : ko nye mana?
asmida : aku mana ada. rantai nikah ade la. mau menangis aku kalau dpt ni (sambil tunjuk rantai meriah die)
dayah : (tunjuk cincin).. ko nye takde ke?
me : (tunjuk tangan).. kosong weh. hahahaha

p/s : will upload the rest on facebook.

hello 2009.

i believe i was supposed to update (yes i did update but more to rubbish, true?) but time is always not on my side. err sorry to be such a bore.

2008, let us recap shall we.

• been to tioman with the loves.
• graduated in Bachelor of Computer Science, major in Management Information System, UM.
• walked out of a 4 year relationship, got into another one.. never been this happy - hello ameir :p
• got a job, phewww i'm done searching for one!
• i'm a survivor, i lived alone for one month or was it 2months? bravo eena.
• singapore twice for training.
• port dickson with family.
• cut my hair short a day before 2009.
  

and the sad part is, i don't have any resolutions. actually i never had one. i never sticked to them so yeah.

so here's to 2009, be a good year okay. i don't want any mess anymore.

me, fara, dayah, asmida and lin are going to wetland(?!), putrajaya tomorrow. yeap, including lin. godddddd this is going to be so much fun! it's like a reunion of 3magenta 2000. haha.