mirik

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him.
Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites.
You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

ok. kali ni punya lagu pula adalah breathe 2am by anna nalick. dah lama gile kot aku carik lagu ni cume tak ingt sape nyanyi. nasib baik aku tanye jiha otw blk miri aritu.

aku still lg penat. smlm tak terasa sgt, bajet tak penat lgsung la time blk sbb aku mcm bertenaga gila je. tibe2 smp rumah je terus muka toya, badan jd penat gile. mana taknya smp umah pon kul8.30mlm. alhamdullilah smp umah dgn selamat sbb aku ni mmg pengecut naik taxi mlm2 orangnya. lagi2 bila sorang. ok. mehla aku cite apa yg terjadi. nanti tak ingt plak.

aku tido umah efa. pagi tu bgn kul5.30pagi sbb rushing punya psl. smp miri airport, firdaus amik aku n sofiah bawak gi muara. nk mkn lelapan. makanan jawa. bknnya swak. haha. tunggu shima kt situ, die dtg dgn anas. pastu anas&firdaus pon gerak gi smayang jumaat. shima, aku sofiah gi grand old lady. tangkp gamba semua pastu jumpa dorang blk. firdaus terus bawak gi kedai kek lapis. borong 3 kek lapis - mozek,asam manis n cheese. pastu die bwk lak gi rongreng. hahaha. aku mcm tak caye je nama kedai ni. beli la souvenir. pastu tunggu ameir, asri n ebar jap. pastu gerak gi tamu. tamu ni pasar. nak cari lada hitam. pastu pegi lak tamu lagi satu, aku beli beras bario. bdk2 lain bli terubuk ikan masin. lepastu lagi skali pegi grand old lady tp budak2 laki ni bleh sesat lak. lepas menjadi camwhores di situ, gerak gi marina bay lak. tak puas di situ pegi esplanade, main air. boleh plak budak2 ni main teng teng (aku rasa aku tak reti main benda ni so better aku tgk je). smangat btol dorang main. pastu dah mcm lengas2 sbb berpasir tp cik shima yg bijak ni tak bg ktorang blk mandi (hello, dari kul5.30pagi kot? busuk ok) so berjaya pujuk shima. kitorg blk umah dia n mandi n siap2. akhirnya kul9 sampai tg lubang. shima dtg dgn anas. ameir dtg dgn erm.. aku cuba ingt nama dorang.. asri, tok, ebar, betai, kawi. tu je kot? makanan lmbt gile smp. aku dah ala ala tak tahan jugakla. tu mkn laju je. pastu sambung gi karaoke kt century? 5jam. gile. aku mestila malu. dah nak last2 je baru aku back up sikit2. haha. kul2 pagi bdk2 ni tanak blk lg. tp akhirnya kul3 berjaya smp dan terus tido. esoknya..

semangat nak gi brunei la sgt kan. padahal bgn kul10. siap2 kul12 baru gerak. penat cari map brunei tp takde. shima drive. yang pegi - aku, shima, sofiah and jiha. 2jam dah smp bandar sri begawan. biasala menjadi camwhores. brunei mcm pelik? sbb takde orang. dan rumah die mcm pelik. tetibe ade tangga. buat jela rumah batu atas bawah. signboard dorang pon pelik2. err tak phm. tp rumah orang kaya dorang mmg besar gila nk mampos la. mmg mcm istana. confuse jugak. pastu kul6 dah gerak blk, smp umah shima mandi2 dulu. pastu lepak mkn laksa swak dgn budak2 laki.

hari ke 3 iaitu smlm.. bgn pagi. sbb nak mandi air terjun lambir. sblm tu breakfast nasi lemak. pastu gerak. yg pegi - aku, shima, firdaus, sofiah, ameir, kawi, tok, asri, jiha, ayin. pastu anas n member dia dtg. aku ingtkan air terjun tingkat2 rupanya mcm satu tingkt je kot. dan sememangnya tak brani nak brenang ke tengah2 sbb ehem.. tak reti berenang. so agak terhad la perlakuan di situ. nasib baik ada shima yg sudi dijadikan piggyback. otw balik tu aku mcm emo. err tak payah diceritakan di sini. biarlah menjadi hal aku dan shima. tp yg pastinya benda tu membuatkan aku kecik ati dan at the same time, sakit ati. pastu dorang anta kitorang blk. thanks la pd semua yg sudi layan, blanje kitorang, bwk sana sini. mmg best sbb dpt jumpa shima n make new friends. next time aku bawak dayah, asmida n fara lak ok? haha rombongan cik eena. gambar2 di fb yer.

eh tadi aku dpt email dr mexiconye office, skang tgh merebak swine flu ilness. errr. mintak2 la takde ape kt romania nanti.

yesterday we had a monthly meeting. since one of the colleagues is opting out, there will be an opening for that place. if any of you guys interested, probably with a C++ background, do contact me.

on the other hand, i'm going to romania for another training. for 2 friggin weeks. i believe all that i can have there is fish, bread and some veggies? and according to my boss, there'll be summer time in may which is good. no worries, i'll survive. the three of us were chatting about where should we go and being me, i quickly googled their malls. hihi. RM1=0.90RON not bad ey, better than singapore.

i'm going to have fun tomorrow!

lovers in japan.

like always, i'd be repeating one song from morning till evening and this time around it is mad world by adam lambert (american idol). i heart this song so much i swear i'll never get bored of it!

that friday night itself i felt a bit gloomy so i cheered myself up by phoning shima, just to hear how excited she was - we're going to miri this friday. she had it all planned for us (not like what she's claimed on fb). well, first when we arrive, firdaus will pick us up and head to the shopping complex (maybe to buy kek lapis or batik sarawak(?!)) and to freshen up a bit at shima's house before the fancy ikan bakar we're having for dinner. the very next day she wants us to go to this waterfall which i insist it to be postponed on sunday because i so want to go to brunei. all of us got our passports except for firdaus, well we'll see how it goes then. that would pretty much wrap up about what is going to happen. just the idea of getting up early in the wee hours of the morning is a bit turn off though :\

ameir and i watched my choice of movie that's he's just not that into you. which is pretty boring. and we headed to sepang goldcoast right after that and dined there. ketam2 itu sgt menakutkan ok. i kid you not. i wish i could swim in the sea to make it perfect. biar tak reti berenang pon. but it's a nice view to just see the beauty with him :)
we had a quick supper at oldtown and that's where i bumped into(again) siti. first thing came out from her mouth "jangan tanya aku pasal gambar!". haha. mana oi.

yesterday i had my hair straightened, while these 2guys working their hands off with my thick hair, one of them asked me "umur u brape?". casually i said "24". both of them "hah?". duh. dah boring aku dapat expression itu. "i ingat u 10 lebih", he added. harus dimarahi atau harus buat2 gelak. lu pikirla sendiri.

mall cop best! sila tgk.

argh

semalam aku tgk friday 13th. tak takut sgt. aku still leh tgk dgn mata terbuka. time nak bli tiket dgn housemate aku :

kitorang : cite friday 13th
orang jual tiket : pukul 7.35
kitorang : ye
orang jual tiket : brape orang? dua?
kitorang : ye
orang jual tiket : seblom tu nak tanya, sekolah lagi ke? (sambil fokus aku)
aku : ???????????!!!!! (melambangkan muka bengang)
kak ina : jangan risau kitorang semua dah keje
orang jual tiket : oh ok.

WHAT THE... !!!! so kak ina pon buat teori sebab aku pakai tshirt bkn baju kurung tu sebab die ingt aku still errr budak skolah? omaigod. pls la. dah 7thn aku tinggalkan sekolah menengah ok. argh! bloody hell sungguh.

hari isnin haritu aku tgk jgn tegur. 80% aku tutup mata. dah sedar diri mmg pengecut tp nak tgk gak. nasib baik tak teringat sgt. tp ni kot cite mlayu paling aku takut. tang julia kene rasuk duduk ujung katil jelir2 lidah hasut ustaz eiii time tu mmg tutup mata sepenuh hati siap nyanyi2 lg sebab tanak dgr sound effect. hehehe. aku tringat time UM dulu. aku penah 'terserempak', time tu aku dgn emma n syima, berjalan dari kolej10 ke kolej8. dahla maghrib, elokla sgt. tetibe aku rasa semacam, pandang belah kiri fulamak ade pocong siot. aku menggigil, tak mampu nak berkata apa2 tp still berjalan buat takde ape. tetibe emma tegur 'kau kenapa muka macam nampak hantu'. lerrr boleh plak minah ni tanya. nak je aku tunjuk pocong tu tadi. tp aku rilek lg. sampai depan kolej aku bgtau dorang, terus bertempiaran lari. dah agak dah. pastu lg sekali tgh mlm, time tu aku dgn erm.. seseorang. pastu tetibe aku nmpk ade makhluk yg sgt tinggi, dkt nak sama tinggi dgn tiang lampu, pakai baju putih, kepala mcm alien berjalan dpn fac law. mana mak tak cuak. esoknya demam terus. uhuhuh.

di sini, aku nak ucapkan tahniah pada azza sbb pregnant! teringat conversation kitorang time kenduri kawen dia. hehehe. tak sangka. tahniah ok. dan juga kak ijah (emma's sis) yg dah melahirkan baby girl semalam. tahniah tahniah! dan aku rasa baya pon tgh pregnant. tahniahla semua yg tgh pregnant skang.

aku ni sbnrnya tak ske ulang apa yang aku dah cakap. kalau kau tak dgr, dah. tu kau punya psl. aku serious malas gila nk ulang. aku akan sakit hati. kadang2 aku buat tak tau je. aku benci gila kalo aku kene ulang apa yg aku cakap. so kalo korang tak dgr 1st time aku ckp, sila jgn tanya lg sekali. aku tak suka. ok tengs

hajat kitorang (fara, jon dan aku) utk mandi di port dickson tak kesampaian sebenarnya. lebih kepada mandi hujan. kitorang smp pon dah rintik2. rilek lu minum teh ais tepi pantai konon amik feel. skali, amik kau hujan lebat gila. adala stuck kat situ lebih kurang 1jam. aku dah mula bosan. nasib baik fara ok je nak lari dalam hujan tu. mcm org gile ade gk. masuk dlm kete terus mkn. pastu dah reda sikit ingt nak mandi aa kan. ye, skali lg tidak sampai hajat itu pabila terlihat ribut dan mmg takde sape pon yg mandi time tu. tak guna aku pakai 'sunburn' dan juga angan2 fara utk 'banana split' die. kasihan.

fara : sampai tak somewhere near the beach ko?

ampeh.

winter.

for the past few days, i've been missing dayah. gosh that sounds so like a les. due to the comment she left on my fb, i called her this morning. just to know the juicy story. yeahhhh. well zipppp! so she was like "eenaaaa ko nak tau tak!!". agog, i was. so i chimed along with her tone, just to suit it. "haaa ape apeee" (nampak tak ke excitedan di situ). "byla kene culik!!!". what? that's just too much info to consume after what we'd talked earlier and now this? i cannot believe this. byla was my highschool friend, she's from sri perak. we went to the same physics tuition, kmpp and um. she's known for her gorgeous looks. of course, bila cantik ni sure ramai gila peminat kan. apparently, she was kidnapped by a man who works in the same company with her. he's had his head over her heels if you know what i mean. and as told by dayah, arip and byla were about to have their wedding on 31.3 and she went missing 2weeks before, while she's gone out with arip to buy some of the preparations. it is still a heartthrobing for arip and her family. does vodoo still exist in this modern world? and people still doing it? we have to believe in Allah! if he/she's the one, there's nothing we can do about it. that guy needs a reality check. i'm praying for her, please don't let bad things happen to her.. *pray*

i'm stoked for sunday. yeeehaaaa!

p/s : hmm. i just got a news. not yet revealed. if confirm.. aku bgtau. jeng jeng jeng...

eenaeenaeenaeenaeenaeenaeenaeena.gila

this should be known among friends/family that i love travelling/kaki jalan. i mean to discover new places, to see their culture, the ancient building, their magnificient view(i'm 100% sure this would be from my mom's side). okay i lied. a part of it, of course the word that is very synonim with zaireena is shopping. zaireena = shopping, shopping = zaireena, get it?

i still remember there's one incident where i told mama not to buy the bamboo carpet at kuching just because i know mama won't use it and being immature (i was 12), i said "buang duit je, baik bagi eena, tak payah beli tak payah". in the end, she went with her friends and left me sleeping in the hotel room. and when i woke up, the bamboo carpet was sitting right in front of the bed. boo yah. hmmphhh. i always, always say no to everything that mama wants to buy. sometimes, i do think that's the main reason she doesn't want to include me in her itinerary anymore.. damn. oh wait, i can afford my own travel expenses now.

back to the whole point, that explains why i'm such an impromtu person when it comes to leaving with bagpacks. ask me anywhere and there's no doubt you'll get a completely yes for the answer. i know once i get my car, i'll drive up to nowhere even without nobody beside me(of course when i have the guts and strength, one knows when). it's just that when the bore hits me, i want to get out and sniff the happiness. if i'd were to stuck/the boredom becomes my friend, that's when i'd feel gloomy and probably just sobbing for the next one hour. we don't want that right.. so here are my fav spot/places that i'd like to go one day:

1. paris(uh-huh. not funny)
2. bukit tinggi
3. anywhere near the beach
4. zoo! (i love cats.. urm.. the cats' family)
5. basically the whole world wide! except for dangerous place.

who's with me? sila kumpul duit. aku nampak ko fara.

meanwhile i've stopped lurking around for online boutiques, because i knew they'd double up the price but just a while ago, my fingers are itching to type out the address and led to another address and now i'm stuck between the purple dress or the purple clincher. god, online boutique is evil! especially the affordable ones.

see how gibberish i wrote. i. am. bored.

p/s : krispy kreme, 27april, berjaya times square! weeeehooo

yeay!!

76 words

Speedtest

how about you? i'm not that fast okay.



l.a.m.b mega red large hella hobo. niceeee right! this will be mine.. around this week? yayness. and the fact that another 'something' will be mine too somewhere end of the month, so i'm hoping with my fingers crossed, i can do the shopping till i drop from now on (hence the l.a.m.b purchase and one top for this week). hahhhh so nice everything is falling to its place. so next i'm going to buy the ikea bedframe, hp (or other brand which ever is acceptable/affordable) laptop, samsung washing machine and yeaaa more clothes&handbags :D!!

aku berada di rumah.

ye.. aku sedang menaip dari rumah. menakjub bukan? no la. pinjam celcom broadband fara. baik pulak laptop aku ni tak shutdown sesuka ati. arini spt biasa hari utk tido lebih masa. blk dari umah ameir, aku tercengang jap kt umah. aku lupa aku takde sape kt umah.. betapa bosannya.. thank god fara dtg and entertain aku dgn cerita2 budak sekolah die. hehe

Aku telah ditag oleh emma. Tag challenge is this:

Go to your photos folder in your computer.
Go to the 6th folder of photos.
Go to the 6th picture in that folder.
Put the picture on your blog and describe about it.
Invite six friends to join the challenge.
Link them in your blog and let them know they have been challenged.

Guess what are they doing? i'm cutting my birthday cake.
Location? murni ss2

When? 22.10.2005 i think. or was it 2006?

Using? Using my nikon

Why I like it? err because it's given by my sister? and i celebrated with the loved ones!

eja

one of my housemate is moving out as mentioned before.. hmm. mula2 mmg takde rasa ape sbb die pon baru duduk 4bln n die takdela rapat sgt dgn aku. aku ni susah skit nak rapat dgn org, if org tu boleh masuk dgn aku baru aku mcm jadi diri aku. if not, aku akan diam je, tak ckp byk. dgn housemate aku lg sorang kak ina tu okla. mmg ckp byk. so semalam die pindah sikit.. time nak salam tu tetibe die ckp eena.. sedihla. pastu aku terus ckp ha? sedih ker.. pastu tgk die mcm berlinang air mata. errr ok. tetibe aku mcm what the hell aku pon berlinang! salam2 die blah.. nanti sabtu die dtg lg amik brg semua.. pagi ni aku bgn tido tgk semua barang die still tersusun mcm die tak pindah. aku selalu jenguk bilik dia sbb pintu bilik die tak tutup rapat. kadang2 tgk die tgh tido, kadang2 die baru bangun.. kadang2 die tgh iron. so mcm tetibe teringat kat die n sedih sbb die baik sgt, susah nak cari housemate yg leh masuk dgn kita. baik sgt2! dahla cantik. lepasni aku tinggal berdua dgn kak ina. dah takleh tgk wyg sama2.. tgk tv sama2.. masak sama2! misi mencari housemate baru yg baik+cantik akan diteruskan. haha kami memilih. sungguh tidak sopan. jika anda mempunyai kriteria2 tersebut silalah apply.. online pon boleh. tengs