SUMPAH AKU TENSION GILA NAK MATI

hurt.

the best friends are coming tonight. that's the best part. but my house looks like a tornado had gone through. seriously, shirts are everywhere (i haven't unpacked since last monday boooo). two piles of clothes (wait, make it three) are waiting... laundry perhaps? arghhh.

i've already been assigned to a project. and i'm freaking out! ahaha

something is bothering me. shht. i need a break.

the rest.

i repeated the song (previous post) over and over again. i somehow love that song from day one.

this is the second time i went to sgpore. and i must say, this is better (of course!). the hotel we stayed in was very nice, they had lcd tv, wide ass mirror which i took pics daily :p, king sized bed for little me. the meals we had = superb! keje menghabihkan duit company je haihhh. the training was a bit over the top since i was new, less experience while they're the experts pertaining to the base24. but i think i managed to catch up a bit since most of the things i've studied during uni before. every single night i'd walk for about 10mins to orchard road from hotel. sgpore is so safe i'm not even scared.

i haven't unpacked yet. the house looks miserable. still need the time to rest. new housemate is coming! shoo i can't get nak*d whenever i want to. ahaha good thing she has a fridge. now i can buy ice cream and everything else to feed my tummy.

look what i've got for my birthday!



thank you syg. hehehe

if i were a boy.

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

You know when you act like that
I don't think you realize how it makes me look
or feel

Act like what
Why are you so jealous
It's not like i'm sleeping with the guy

What

What

I said yo
Why are you so jealous
It aint like I'm sleepin with the girl

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

23 is a lucky number.

happy birthday to me!

though i'm not with familiar faces this time around, i swear i'm having a blast right now! marche later for my birthday dinner. thank you aci sgpore for the cake :)

will update soon.

rindu.

i miss my friends.
i miss countless times i spent with them.
i miss late night out at murni.
i miss gossiping with them.
i miss the memories in PD and tioman.
i miss my roommates.
this is sad but i miss B206.
yeah, literally i miss UM.
i miss everything about it.
there's just so much to cherish.
things will never be the same.
aih. i miss having them.

polymorphism.

i've been digesting the c++ programming for the whole week. am still adapting it, brushing up on certain parts.

285sgd for one night at hotel. 5days? do the math. and please convert to rm. i'm utterly shaken up. that's like rm700 per day. haih. thank god they provide us with enough money (should be enough i guess?). then balik2 dah ada gaji yay!

karma is a bitch.

as i was leisuring myself with blog-hopping, a sudden.. more like a waterfall (okay, i'm exaggerating) was coming down from the ceiling.. and it was right down my head. lucky me (though i was a bit blur what the heck coming down from the ceiling?!) i got up and removed the laptop from the desk, unplugged the power and saved my hp. everyone was busy helping me, some made calls just to get a pile.

i wonder what was that. a colleague said "air tandas???" and i prefer it to be the leftover of the aircond thank you :D

shit. i smell like the cockroach

join the bandwagon.

it's clearly defined that i've lost interest in online boutiques. they sell the same pieces yet they claim no, their stuff is slightly different the quality is higher and sincerely, if you knock some sense up there they're just playing you fool. the prices are different you know how cekik darah they can be. this online boutique sells for RM25 and another one for RM22. great. i'm now back to my normal deed.

this memory is definitely to bear love :) last saturday the three nieces - fathin, nawal and syafika helped me baking the cornflake madu biscuits. they were so determined but they did fell halfway around the process. fathin with her sambil buat sambil makan jugak, nawal with her cepat tapi banyak dan bersepah and syafika mulut macam mak nenek. after all, their strenuous attempt that counts :) after the long-awaited baking session with a superb taste in the end, the two jars quickly vanished from sight. aaahhhhh i love my nieces so much!

fara is coming today yay!

still in raya mood.

raya was okay in despite of my siblings weren't around, i managed to get extra fun with the best friends. asmida and dayah came to my house and we went for fadhli's open house. met some old faces - budi, ghazali, ebroheam, faizul, johari and abid (?). sorry can't catch up that much as i got guests coming on the way. the bf's family. after they left, my friends and i had some idle talk about other friends. we then off to asmida's house where we started to laugh our asses off with the stupid jokes and we weren't in the mood to go to lin's house but her voice sounded so sad and so we decided to go anyway. kecik hati sebenarnya pada kawan yg sorang lagi. after that dayah's house. omg. one hell of biggggggg house. we forgot to snap pics there. asmida, could you please be a darl by sending me them pics? kthx. and we already made some plans for us three. datang rumah aku woi boleh kite joli sama2. haihhh. i'm missing them already.

back to work. argh. lina is still on hols! not fair. thank god kak yati is here. i haven't renew my passport. arghhh.. singapore here i come. park royal sounds nice. wait.. i forgot i'm pokai already. great!

first raya.

last friday iftar at santai with the bf and later to OU, to shop.. unfortunately nothing caught my eyes except for the bf got himself a watch. seriously, if i have the intention to go shopping, i'd go home with nothing but if i don't have that shopping-urge i'd at least buy one thing. for example at the queen's park it was my bro in law who decided to get the tshirts and being me i bought a brown leather bag from esprit without knowing my budget limit. ah typical zaireena. i'll calculate later. something happened. that chinese girl, i curse you. please burn in hell! wait.. kau kan kafir so mmg sah sah la masuk neraka kan. okay dah tenang sikit. haha. dropped by at her house to get my cuppies, thank you babe!

last sunday was great. my bro in law, my sis, my sis in law, the three nieces and i went out to get my bro a baju melayu because his wife left it back at shah alam. i think i may have bumped into this boy who used to have a crush on me during pksn. hmm. well as you may read the previous post, we supposed to have that small get together between friends. yay you guess it right. i'm done! i'm done being the leader the mastermind because sampai bila2 pon takkan jadi kot. yeah i am sad. because i'm always there for them and they didn't even make an effort to at least call and tell what's the problem or perhaps they're just busy. no more time left for friends. deep down i know when you have the biggest secret, you'll be crawling back to us whom you neglect at the first place. remember that. i'm just done and over with it. just don't come and cry to me whenever you please anymore.

thank god i have this girl to cheer me up. met some familiar faces at bazar ramadhan. including abid our neighbour. see, we actually have a hmm what we call.. a tradition? haha. we used to have an open house and the whole neighbourhood is invited. for example monday's night at my place then the next day would be at chima's or abid's. when we three meet we'd be playing hide and seek.. aci kejar..mercun.. macam2 lah. haha. those were the days. dah besar2 ni takde maknanya la kan.

first raya. just the three of us. mama. abah. and i. then my cousins and more cousins and my aunties arrived. tomorrow maybe the fav cousins are coming! oh, it feels goooood to give duit raya to parents and to top it all, i'm the highest giver. hehe. alhamdulillah. and insyallah i'll be giving them every month from now on.

p/s : my digicam fcked up on me so no pictures for this raya. urgh