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argh tension.

i have to stay back at the office damnit! apparently the US team wants to have a meeting with us four tonight. blame it on the time zone. argh.

i now, can use slickedit for editing the codes. there's answers given so no sweat eena! it goes like, remove the code and set it to zero and return bla bla bla. yay. but we have to recode it within 5days. 5friggin days. haih. i've always hated c++ and now i'm already in it. booo

rindu terhenti

i'm working my brain off with the c++ second edition textbook. i don't think this book is mine, and i don't even know where's mine because mine is obviously much nicer (due to never been touched). i'm on the 61page and almost fell asleep thank god for tomok rindu terhenti mp3. haha. oh, the mandates that i'll be doing will take place -this monday and that's why i'm all prepared. hoho i'm scared like sht. this is my first ever coding work. i've vanished all the codes in my brain yonks ago. what gives?

last wednesday i drove to the curve. passed! heh. next will be emma's house, vista, my aunt's house, asmida's and dayah's and perak. yeah right.

though it's a month away, i simply cannot wait for it. emma, syima aku rasa nak bawak 3helai baju jela. amcam? shop till we drop bebeh.

last night i dreamt of mama. and abah. i thought of calling them today but i was totally forgot that mama left for bandung today. isk isk. i must have missed them so much.

takutnyaaaaa

it seems that this has turned out to be so manglish!!. i suck at writing english now. i need to brush up and start reading those books i bought months ago. they're all sitting quite nice under the tv rack. i came to work with high confidence at first but when i hit the bumper in front (because probably i was too fast or just because i think it's still far - seriously eena pls be careful!). i pretended as if there's nothing happened (especially after the 'dumm' accident). anyway anyhow i managed to get to the office safely and yes i'm glad there's only 5 of us. been facebooking all day and it's getting pretty boring, might go on cari.com for gossips later :p

recap. i went to efa's house for a quick shower and went out to syima's and waited her as we're going to meet kechek. seriously i thought dilla was coming! nevermind, next time. meeting kechek meaning more juicy gossips. yes, very juicy i believe. haha. later i took the lrt to kl sentral to meet shima and we took bus from pudu at 12am. we talked and talked and blurt out every problem we had. shima's dad sent me home later at 3am. the next day, i was surprised by mama when she told fadhli is going to engage her gf this 5.7 and more and more people kept on asking me when is my time. yea yea like always, i'll ignore those questions. so off we went to lin's house that night. we were the only friends who came. the next day we arrived at 1pm. met ainil and her husband, siti and her bf, yana and her bf. we camwhored. we didn't care about the brides. haha. it's been long since the last outing. so it's like a payback. met some of my classmates, 5chemistry like amizatul akma, ngatikah, hayati naimi, roza erma and nurul izzah. so lin.. congrats! heheehe. later we stopped by at dayah's and transfered all the pics and went to old town for its wireless. been making jokes like there's no tomorrow. ahhh i miss! if only asmida was there ;(. later i called fara and asked her whereabout, we managed to catch up a bit (for shima&dayah&fara of course). so yeah, def a day to be remembered! the next day nothing much. except my dad.. it's a bit awkward. he asked me actually forced me to sit in front of the tv to watch diana rafar's wedding because it'll be easy for me????? i was like??!! clueless. errr.. and he did ask me who's next? i said dayah.. and mama.. she asked me to buy those kains at jakarta. hah? hah? ah ignore. actually i can feel a bit tense. when ppl keep asking me. seriously if we have any plans i'll tell my best friends but for now, let's keep it private. shima, ainil, lin, dayah, efa, emma, syima - 80% of my best friends are already married, getting married by this year and next year. so pls focus on them for now :p

shima was a bit mad at me for posting some of sensitive matters. that has made me think and yeap she's true. i mean, i have another livejournal which i can vent out prolly anything. but i chose here. stupid. keep on the basic thing eena. and if u ask me why i blog.. because i've been blogging since i was in form3.. i learnt english through here (seriously i was a fool in form1&form2 but in form3 i got 98/100 and once, the highest marks for essay in 5chemistry that includes all the genius chinese/indian). i can still picture those envy faces when they knew i got higher marks and started to compare and searched for any mistake. i don't read books or novels at that time, just through random blogs. and it got me here. other than that, i'm such a forgetful person so by writing this, i can slip back the old memories and sometimes laugh my head off because of the childishness i had had. ah.. another one hour... and the driving nightmare continues..

financial.

aku sepatutnya drive ke ofis arini tp kakak aku yg baik hati dan mulia hatinya berniat utk meminjam. ohhh.. takpe. adik dia mmg baik. wpon pada hakikatnya sedikit geram. takpe2.. semalam dah try bawak dgn housemate aku. die kate aku bwk laju.. erk. dan aku reverse pon sgt laju. ok yg tu mmg mengaku sbb aku tak biasa lagi kot. tp yg lain aku agak confident lah jugak. maybe sbb ofis aku hanyalah 5minit dari rumah, dekat gile so tak sempatla nak jem ke nak ape ke. arini ade meeting. diana the se from romania ajar kitorang ber3 buat mandates. aku kene buat mastercard dgn chong, lg sorang buat banknet. so arini startla pull the program and also copy the project from db. adoi. benda kacang gila aku buat 1hari ok. damn. rupanya unix dgn nsk different. kan sblm ni aku buat maybank so ingt samala. cis. buang masa di situ. ni skang baru siap semua. ade 2 3 org tlg aku. last2 comment out je the coding. boleh je run. skang tunggu nak install. esoklah. aku blom list lg barang2 nak dibeli kt tesco karang n also brape gaji aku setelah ditolak2 bayaran semua. perlu dibuat setiap hari ok. ni dah seminggu tak buat, kang tak tau duit pegi mana. ish. fara tanye aku, camne aku leh saving setiap bln. ntah. haha. tetibe je tau dah eh byk ni aku save. yg pastinya pada hari gaji tu jugak aku akan bank in pada abg aku utk duit sewa rumah n kete, pada abah utk bg mama, abah and makcik aku 2orang, astro, api air mmg tak penah byr sbb asyik free je, ptptn, makan setiap hari aku bajet rm10 so kalo dlm sebln tu ada 22hari bekerja, haa darablaa dpt rm220, kalo weekend maybe masak, groceries beli setiap bln baru rm50. dan juga aku bajet setiap bln sure ade entertainment iaitu menonton wyg ke dating ke rm200 (byk sgt ke haha). dan kalo ade tetibe perasaan shopping (selalunya tak.. aku dah jarang gile shopping ok), barula aku akan membeli. dan selebihnya simpanla beb. utk masa akan dtg jugak. sekian terima kasih, eena bloomwood.