i fancy high&dry by radiohead and also 1979 by smashing pumpkins. it somehow relates the life i had during matriculation. the melody is just so right i almost got blown away (read:asleep).

today i feel good coming to work. previously i came around 9.30am, looking like a zombie to office and today, i feel chirpy though i think i caught a fever. the work i'm assigned to finally, comes to its end. i have the output like hello all this while i was referring to the wrong path in confcsv! pfft. mind i'm amateur yeah.

so last saturday my parents were here. met my bro's family altogether with sister's. we went searching for a nice and cosy leather sofa. after much argue, we settled for this one grey brownish at rozel. and when we all went upstairs..

abah : ha naik atas tengok katil kamu
sister : ha eena apa lagi. abah cakap tengok katil. cepat cepat (ni sape yg excited lebih ni? haha)

hmmph. tapi malangnya katil die mcm aku tidak berkenan. dan lebih musykil bila abah ckp "ni ok la katil kawen kamu". i was pretending i didn't hear. tidak tidak. rasa janggal bila berbicara pasal ini dgn family (maybe sebab aku still rasa aku anak abah walaupon umur 24thn???). lagipon aku rasa katil kat rumah dlm guest room tu ok lagi kot. katil turun temurun kan? abang aku, akak aku. takkan tetibe aku nak katil baru. takpelah. apehal tetibe aku berbahasa melayu ini. after that we stuffed ourselves with nasi kandar zainul near amcorp mall. then off we went to sunway pyramid, again for the dad to buy his golf stick which apparently took more than one hour just to settle for a stick and a glove! can you tell? haihhh abah will always be abah. so i had another night at my sister's.

i went online and browsing like usual. there, i spotted. air asia is having promo, yet again! i'm thinking to go to bali end of this year. and with the personal care balance, i can treat my parents too. i hope my bro can tag along since my sis's aren't able to go. i'm so glad i have cool parents and very nice+helpful siblings (though masa kecik2 aku tau dorang selalu buli aku, takpe aku buli anak diorang lak tak begitu senah?).

our boss from romania is here. we're welcoming him for a dinner at tgi fridays curve (i thought it was eden????) tomorrow. i shall have a small portion for lunch tomorrow. till then, i can't wait to buy the next book! (very the nerd)

MYOB.

i do hope they could grow the fck up. i hope they could restrain themselves from saying anything about me (obviously they just won't stop which led me to the previous post). see, i have nothing against you. at first. yeah why should i? i don't even know you. i don't even know your existence let alone mind your business. i just don't get it when outsiders (sorry i claim you as outsider(s) might be a troop of idiots- the whole gang) get so excited when something is involving me. shouldn't outsiders stay OUTSIDE of the problem? i don't even remember she's in my circle of friends. what a shame. if i were in her shoes, i'd jump from the twin tower or simply bang my head to the brick and wait until all the screws finally fall into its places. just please MYOB. this is the last warning. you wouldn't want to know what i'm capable of.

all that i want to do now is hooking up with my book.

p/s : seriously emma de'putih? zomg (i just have to use this word)

geng itu no.1

O EM GEE. (tiru seseorang)

aku tak suka org kutuk aku tanpa kenal aku sape. nak kata aku sombong? muka je kot. nak kata aku pakai silky girl eyeliner? err aku blambak gila eyeliner kot. estee lauder pensil, mac pensil, mac liquid, revlon liquid, zara pensil (imported all the way from uk). hah. amik kau. semua tu time aku still blaja kat UM lagi. tak keco pon. takde pon aku tulis kat atas kelopak mata aku "aku guna mac ni wey silala pandang". cuma aku ckp skang aku suka pakai silky girl sbb senang nak apply selain murah dan ok. eh. aku takdelah nak menunjuk aku pakai ape kot. aku pakai ape ke korang pedulik ape? ape ke aku pakai eyeliner pon nak menjadi bahan sebutan? tidak perlu kot. aku bkn artis. nak kecoh2 buat gosip. he'eleh. bajet bagus apehal? lepas ni nak keco aku beli baju kt mana pulak ke? eeeeeeeeeeeeee. these ppl should really get a life! seriously terasa macam nak private kan aje benda ni!

aku cepat melatah? ye kot. aku mengaku. dan aku mengaku kalau aku dah tau aku takkan berdiam diri. sebab aku tak suka. lantak korangla nak ckp ape. mmg camni diri aku dari dulu. dan correct me if i'm wrong, this is mine kan. so sukati aku la nak tulis ape pon. ini luahan aku. tak payahla tetibe nak comment ckp "you should relax a bit ke ape jadah la kan". tak perlu. sebab ape? ye, sebab ini aku yg punya. kalau korang nak, korang buat blog sendiri. tenkiu. much appreciated.

semalam aku mc. atas sebab ape? aku tanak bgtau. housemate aku hasut sebenarnya. haha. pastu aku pon mcm ala-ala senggugut kan. doktor plak tu baik gile. balik umah terus gi the curve. nonton changeling. bolehla cite itu. pastu jumpa sorg bdk af.

housemateku : hai
bdk af : hai
housemateku : budak af eh?
bdk af : a'ah (senyum2)
housemateku : sape nama eh? (boleh eh die tanye camtu hahaha)
bdk af : alif...

kesian mamat tu. punyala bajet hensem semua alih2 kitorang tak ingt nama die. aku dah perasan at first (yg hensem2 semua aku perasan). tapi buat dek je. pastu wandering around dan balik. ptg tu kuar dgn ameir. gi ou. tak sangka die teman aku window shopping. sesusah aje, lenkali sila buat lagi ok tapi tanak a window je. hahaha. pastu mcm nak happykan die skit mengajakla pegi mph. buku yg lepas dah abes baca so nak beli buku baru. isk isk. beli buku 2kali sebulan. tidak boleh jadi ni. bajet dah lari. utk pengetahuan ko emma, aku pon buat bajet gk mcm ko tp aku list down kan ape aku bli tiap2 hari. semalam aje dah rm242. woi seriously lari bajet. tidak boleh jadi ini. baru nak kumpul dah semakin berkurangan. tidak bagus zaireena. semalam juge aku pegi amik barang kat umah alwani. hehe thanks babe. weekend ni aku buat apa? oh. dirahsiakan. emma.. pinjam tudung.

rojak.

this is genius! whoever invented this serum is a genius (besides chris martin of coldplay of course). i mean, i had it before. but due to laziness i stopped and pray for miracle (to have eva longoria's hair, which is so far, yet i'm dreaming about it??). i can't stand having a bad hair day every single day (trust me, my hair is slightly better than the mane of a lion). so kudos to it, thank you for making my hair soft+shiny. it is highly recommended ppl! :)and now, i'm searching high and low for the victoria secret pure seduction body mist. apparently they're all sold out at the curve. pffft.

emma!! kau kene baca ni ok. tp jgn nangis lg. ahahahha http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/article-452820/Christian-lion-lived-London-living-room.html

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10 things about me. (tetibe rasa gatal nak buat)

1. tak reti layan budak. aku kan anak bongsu so sgtla tak reti. akak aku panggil basuh berak anak dia pon aku dah lari sebatu sambil menutup hidung. anak2 sedara aku semua aku treat dgn ganasnya. maybe sbb tu dorg slalu ckp "tanak kawan maksu" bila aku sengaja tutup lampu bilik dan berlari keluar ckp "beranilaaaa ada hantu!" dan aku suke usik cubit bontot dan pura2 tak tahu mengenai kejadian tersebut sampaikan dorang tunjuk penumbuk kt aku. pastu aku bengang dan peluk dorang kuat2 lantas bertanya "sapa ajar ni haa?" konon bajet garang abisla sekali dorang sengih2 je. ampeh. tak berkesan.

2. suka gila kucing. semua kucing kt dunia comel! kalau aku nampak kucing sure aku sapa. "hai miaw!".. kalo kt rumah sure aku amik semua kepala ikan bagi kt kucing. mak aku marah tp aku ckpla kucing nk makan jugak! huahua. harus diberi pelempang. hmmm tetibe tringat kt mash. dear mash, kalo tuan kau si emma tu suke kacau mash tido, marilah ke kota damansara nescaya tenang hidupmu.

3. seorang yg cincai/asal boleh. aku bkn perfecto sorry. tp bkn bermaksud aku malas. kalau assgment time blaja dulu kalau tak meniru mesti copy paste. final thesis aku buat dlm masa seminggu. itu pon sebab cuak sebab pegi berjoli dulu kt tioman. sila jgn contohi aku kalau takde keyakinan yg tinggi.

4. salah satu impian aku adalah buat master di luar negara. maybe UK. bila dah kawen la. macam best je. tp master dlm comp sc ker? errr mcm tak je. literature ok tak

5. sungguh memilih makanan. aku rasa orang yg kenal aku dlm masa sehari pon tau aku makan camne. petai, budu, taugeh and sushi tak mkn. hanya sayur brokoli, kubis bunga, kailan je aku mkn. mee/kueyteow kene lembik. ikan or ayam nak yg garing aje tengs. kadang2 aku kesian kt sape2 yg bawak aku makan sure ckp "i tak kisah, i mkn semua.. u je". okla okla. aku cube tak menjadi mengada di masa akan dtg.

6. sgt mementingkan penjagaan diri. aku tak boleh kuar rumah tanpa mandi, tanpa sikat rambut, tanpa muka berbedak dan tanpa ber eyeliner. ye tanpa eyeliner aku rasa mcm bogel. tak boleh terima aaa. aku juga suka menukar baju berkali-kali sampai aku rasa baju yang inilah paling sesuai utk keluar.
7. kalau pegi shopping, ye mmg aku jadi separuh gila. tapi aku tgk sepintas lalu aje. kalau aku btol2 nak beli, aku akan amik dan kira2 dlm pale otak aku samada within budget ke tak, penting ke tak, nak padankan dgn ape, cantik ke tak aku pakai dan aku akan terus bayar. kira macam dlm 2minit je. tak la macam setengah pempuan nak belek tu, nak belek ni. tak perlu itu semua ok.

8. aku seorang yg jimat. hmm. perfume aku dah 2thn tapi tak smp separuh pon lagi. hebat gile. kalo brg kosmetik, mmg lmbt sgt nak habis. aku takdela pakai byk pon. gile ape nanti jadi macam tepung gomak muka i.

9. aku juga jenis pantang org amik barang aku. i mean, kalau nak pinjam ke mintak permission dulu leh tak? at least aku tau. bkn aku kedekut tp nak pinjam ke nak pakai ke boleh je tak kisah je asalkan korang dgr "amik je" or "tak kisah" kuar dari mulut aku. entah. maybe dah diajar oleh parents aku kot. jgn amik harta org sesuka hati. amcam takut tak dgn aku. sama kes jugak la dgn org usik barang aku. aku cukup tak suka org usik barang aku. be it my handphone (lagi2 orang yg pandai2 bukak inbox dan baca). kalau nak usik pon, make sure korang letak balik di tempat yg asal elok2 camne aku letak in the first place. cth kalo aku letak buku dlm keadaan 45darjah, korang kene letak camtu gak. aku tak suke perubahan. faham?

10. aku juge pantang disuruh sarah. i mean, ko ade tgn, ade kaki. boleh je pegi amik sendiri kan? ntah. bagi aku, aku tanak menyusahkan org. full stop. dulu ada la kan kawan aku tu, suka sgt suruh cth macam "weh amik barang atas tu", padahal jarak die lg dkt. tp aku bkn jenis nak snap org. aku tak phm kenapa perlu ade org jenis camni? tlg jwb utk aku. sebab dorang super duper malas dan suka menyusahkan orang. bijak.

apa kata korang plak komen pasal ape yg korang tau pasal aku? baik hati? itu sudah mmg. lain pulak lain.

p/s : i opened my jco box wanting to eat the snowy donut only to find out the only left... was oreo. sht. who ate my snowy donut??????? pfft. (please refer to no. 9)

of weekend.

i've been spending a lot of time with emma. she's my current victim hoo yeah. we decided not to fall asleep unless the clock strikes 4 or 5 in the morning. we had endless and juiciest gossips session. i'm positive i'm going to miss her a hell lot. last friday khizer, emma and myself met up and dragged our asses off to watch bride wars at signature, the gardens. i must say it's more suitable for couples though, the seats are all twin seated and unlucky khizer can't get himself between us two. haha. lenkali kite pi gsc midv jelaa k.

we got azza a nice white round shaped lamp from ikea. and there's a story behind it. biarlah menjadi private joke. hehe. later that night we went to cyberjaya.. so yeah. the next day we were actually waiting for syima to go together for azza's wedding but to no avail she's somewhere near shah alam. around 2.15pm (late eyy??) off we went to kapar first.. from there we didn't know where exactly we need to head to. bad map! yes, i blame the map and emma blames klang and we both swear we fcking hate that area. haha. we got there around 4.30pm. we were the last person mind you.

hey wanna know something? i've gained some kgs. yes. i almost shed into tears when i put on the kain and today, my brown slack. it fits like sooo perfect! yes yesssss. *jumping around* so ameir, after all you're not alone. hahahahaha.

i'll be having "loh sang" dinner, my company held it at klgcc. i believe there's angpau given. di mana ada angpau, di situ ada zaireena.