first raya.

last friday iftar at santai with the bf and later to OU, to shop.. unfortunately nothing caught my eyes except for the bf got himself a watch. seriously, if i have the intention to go shopping, i'd go home with nothing but if i don't have that shopping-urge i'd at least buy one thing. for example at the queen's park it was my bro in law who decided to get the tshirts and being me i bought a brown leather bag from esprit without knowing my budget limit. ah typical zaireena. i'll calculate later. something happened. that chinese girl, i curse you. please burn in hell! wait.. kau kan kafir so mmg sah sah la masuk neraka kan. okay dah tenang sikit. haha. dropped by at her house to get my cuppies, thank you babe!

last sunday was great. my bro in law, my sis, my sis in law, the three nieces and i went out to get my bro a baju melayu because his wife left it back at shah alam. i think i may have bumped into this boy who used to have a crush on me during pksn. hmm. well as you may read the previous post, we supposed to have that small get together between friends. yay you guess it right. i'm done! i'm done being the leader the mastermind because sampai bila2 pon takkan jadi kot. yeah i am sad. because i'm always there for them and they didn't even make an effort to at least call and tell what's the problem or perhaps they're just busy. no more time left for friends. deep down i know when you have the biggest secret, you'll be crawling back to us whom you neglect at the first place. remember that. i'm just done and over with it. just don't come and cry to me whenever you please anymore.

thank god i have this girl to cheer me up. met some familiar faces at bazar ramadhan. including abid our neighbour. see, we actually have a hmm what we call.. a tradition? haha. we used to have an open house and the whole neighbourhood is invited. for example monday's night at my place then the next day would be at chima's or abid's. when we three meet we'd be playing hide and seek.. aci kejar..mercun.. macam2 lah. haha. those were the days. dah besar2 ni takde maknanya la kan.

first raya. just the three of us. mama. abah. and i. then my cousins and more cousins and my aunties arrived. tomorrow maybe the fav cousins are coming! oh, it feels goooood to give duit raya to parents and to top it all, i'm the highest giver. hehe. alhamdulillah. and insyallah i'll be giving them every month from now on.

p/s : my digicam fcked up on me so no pictures for this raya. urgh