mirik

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him.
Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites.
You're all here for the very same reason

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
"Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.

Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe

There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe,
Oh breathe, just breathe.

ok. kali ni punya lagu pula adalah breathe 2am by anna nalick. dah lama gile kot aku carik lagu ni cume tak ingt sape nyanyi. nasib baik aku tanye jiha otw blk miri aritu.

aku still lg penat. smlm tak terasa sgt, bajet tak penat lgsung la time blk sbb aku mcm bertenaga gila je. tibe2 smp rumah je terus muka toya, badan jd penat gile. mana taknya smp umah pon kul8.30mlm. alhamdullilah smp umah dgn selamat sbb aku ni mmg pengecut naik taxi mlm2 orangnya. lagi2 bila sorang. ok. mehla aku cite apa yg terjadi. nanti tak ingt plak.

aku tido umah efa. pagi tu bgn kul5.30pagi sbb rushing punya psl. smp miri airport, firdaus amik aku n sofiah bawak gi muara. nk mkn lelapan. makanan jawa. bknnya swak. haha. tunggu shima kt situ, die dtg dgn anas. pastu anas&firdaus pon gerak gi smayang jumaat. shima, aku sofiah gi grand old lady. tangkp gamba semua pastu jumpa dorang blk. firdaus terus bawak gi kedai kek lapis. borong 3 kek lapis - mozek,asam manis n cheese. pastu die bwk lak gi rongreng. hahaha. aku mcm tak caye je nama kedai ni. beli la souvenir. pastu tunggu ameir, asri n ebar jap. pastu gerak gi tamu. tamu ni pasar. nak cari lada hitam. pastu pegi lak tamu lagi satu, aku beli beras bario. bdk2 lain bli terubuk ikan masin. lepastu lagi skali pegi grand old lady tp budak2 laki ni bleh sesat lak. lepas menjadi camwhores di situ, gerak gi marina bay lak. tak puas di situ pegi esplanade, main air. boleh plak budak2 ni main teng teng (aku rasa aku tak reti main benda ni so better aku tgk je). smangat btol dorang main. pastu dah mcm lengas2 sbb berpasir tp cik shima yg bijak ni tak bg ktorang blk mandi (hello, dari kul5.30pagi kot? busuk ok) so berjaya pujuk shima. kitorg blk umah dia n mandi n siap2. akhirnya kul9 sampai tg lubang. shima dtg dgn anas. ameir dtg dgn erm.. aku cuba ingt nama dorang.. asri, tok, ebar, betai, kawi. tu je kot? makanan lmbt gile smp. aku dah ala ala tak tahan jugakla. tu mkn laju je. pastu sambung gi karaoke kt century? 5jam. gile. aku mestila malu. dah nak last2 je baru aku back up sikit2. haha. kul2 pagi bdk2 ni tanak blk lg. tp akhirnya kul3 berjaya smp dan terus tido. esoknya..

semangat nak gi brunei la sgt kan. padahal bgn kul10. siap2 kul12 baru gerak. penat cari map brunei tp takde. shima drive. yang pegi - aku, shima, sofiah and jiha. 2jam dah smp bandar sri begawan. biasala menjadi camwhores. brunei mcm pelik? sbb takde orang. dan rumah die mcm pelik. tetibe ade tangga. buat jela rumah batu atas bawah. signboard dorang pon pelik2. err tak phm. tp rumah orang kaya dorang mmg besar gila nk mampos la. mmg mcm istana. confuse jugak. pastu kul6 dah gerak blk, smp umah shima mandi2 dulu. pastu lepak mkn laksa swak dgn budak2 laki.

hari ke 3 iaitu smlm.. bgn pagi. sbb nak mandi air terjun lambir. sblm tu breakfast nasi lemak. pastu gerak. yg pegi - aku, shima, firdaus, sofiah, ameir, kawi, tok, asri, jiha, ayin. pastu anas n member dia dtg. aku ingtkan air terjun tingkat2 rupanya mcm satu tingkt je kot. dan sememangnya tak brani nak brenang ke tengah2 sbb ehem.. tak reti berenang. so agak terhad la perlakuan di situ. nasib baik ada shima yg sudi dijadikan piggyback. otw balik tu aku mcm emo. err tak payah diceritakan di sini. biarlah menjadi hal aku dan shima. tp yg pastinya benda tu membuatkan aku kecik ati dan at the same time, sakit ati. pastu dorang anta kitorang blk. thanks la pd semua yg sudi layan, blanje kitorang, bwk sana sini. mmg best sbb dpt jumpa shima n make new friends. next time aku bawak dayah, asmida n fara lak ok? haha rombongan cik eena. gambar2 di fb yer.

eh tadi aku dpt email dr mexiconye office, skang tgh merebak swine flu ilness. errr. mintak2 la takde ape kt romania nanti.