takutnyaaaaa

it seems that this has turned out to be so manglish!!. i suck at writing english now. i need to brush up and start reading those books i bought months ago. they're all sitting quite nice under the tv rack. i came to work with high confidence at first but when i hit the bumper in front (because probably i was too fast or just because i think it's still far - seriously eena pls be careful!). i pretended as if there's nothing happened (especially after the 'dumm' accident). anyway anyhow i managed to get to the office safely and yes i'm glad there's only 5 of us. been facebooking all day and it's getting pretty boring, might go on cari.com for gossips later :p

recap. i went to efa's house for a quick shower and went out to syima's and waited her as we're going to meet kechek. seriously i thought dilla was coming! nevermind, next time. meeting kechek meaning more juicy gossips. yes, very juicy i believe. haha. later i took the lrt to kl sentral to meet shima and we took bus from pudu at 12am. we talked and talked and blurt out every problem we had. shima's dad sent me home later at 3am. the next day, i was surprised by mama when she told fadhli is going to engage her gf this 5.7 and more and more people kept on asking me when is my time. yea yea like always, i'll ignore those questions. so off we went to lin's house that night. we were the only friends who came. the next day we arrived at 1pm. met ainil and her husband, siti and her bf, yana and her bf. we camwhored. we didn't care about the brides. haha. it's been long since the last outing. so it's like a payback. met some of my classmates, 5chemistry like amizatul akma, ngatikah, hayati naimi, roza erma and nurul izzah. so lin.. congrats! heheehe. later we stopped by at dayah's and transfered all the pics and went to old town for its wireless. been making jokes like there's no tomorrow. ahhh i miss! if only asmida was there ;(. later i called fara and asked her whereabout, we managed to catch up a bit (for shima&dayah&fara of course). so yeah, def a day to be remembered! the next day nothing much. except my dad.. it's a bit awkward. he asked me actually forced me to sit in front of the tv to watch diana rafar's wedding because it'll be easy for me????? i was like??!! clueless. errr.. and he did ask me who's next? i said dayah.. and mama.. she asked me to buy those kains at jakarta. hah? hah? ah ignore. actually i can feel a bit tense. when ppl keep asking me. seriously if we have any plans i'll tell my best friends but for now, let's keep it private. shima, ainil, lin, dayah, efa, emma, syima - 80% of my best friends are already married, getting married by this year and next year. so pls focus on them for now :p

shima was a bit mad at me for posting some of sensitive matters. that has made me think and yeap she's true. i mean, i have another livejournal which i can vent out prolly anything. but i chose here. stupid. keep on the basic thing eena. and if u ask me why i blog.. because i've been blogging since i was in form3.. i learnt english through here (seriously i was a fool in form1&form2 but in form3 i got 98/100 and once, the highest marks for essay in 5chemistry that includes all the genius chinese/indian). i can still picture those envy faces when they knew i got higher marks and started to compare and searched for any mistake. i don't read books or novels at that time, just through random blogs. and it got me here. other than that, i'm such a forgetful person so by writing this, i can slip back the old memories and sometimes laugh my head off because of the childishness i had had. ah.. another one hour... and the driving nightmare continues..